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7th-Sep-2007 01:05 pm - Be My Head, Flaming Lips
You can be my head
Oh, I really need one
cause its used all its better days
You can be my head
cause Ive ruined this one
Blasting holes where it used to be

And if its not a big thing,
You could swap or lend me
You should stop and ask me

Be my head, and I'll be yours
Be my head, and I'll be yours

You can be my head
Oh, they've eaten this one
Putting swirls in this giant hole
You can be my head
cause I cant afford to buy one
Seeking stars in its other side

And if its not a big thing,
You could swap or lend me
You should stop and ask me

Be my head, and I'll be yours
Be my head, and I'll be yours
Wont you be my head, and Ill be yours
Be my head and I'll be yours
Be my head and I'll be yours
Be my head and I'll be yours

For some reason this song is making me very happy at the moment.
18th-Jul-2006 02:39 pm - Yay! I'm a kinda good person!!
grin and bear it?
Who needs some nurturing??
stolen from ether_bunny 's blog

You scored as III - The Empress. The Empress is a maternal symbol. She is the mother figure who loves, nurtures and protects.
She will protect you, she will always be there when you are in trouble. When you fall over and graze your knee, the Empress will kiss it better.
Yet she is not a weak figure. Her compassion is strength. If her children are threatened she will stop at nothing to protect them. If well aspected in a Tarot spread, the Empress can symbolise security, protection and unconditional love. If badly aspected it can represent over-protectiveness, fear of risk taking and refusal to face the real world.

III - The Empress


XIII: Death


0 - The Fool


XIX: The Sun


XVI: The Tower


II - The High Priestess


I - Magician


XI: Justice


VIII - Strength


VI: The Lovers


XV: The Devil


IV - The Emperor


X - Wheel of Fortune


Which Major Arcana Tarot Card Are You?
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22nd-Jun-2006 02:27 pm - geeze louise...
so I am homeless again, well, shouldn't say that cuz i got myself a tent in the boot of me auto. I am soooo friggin' happy though, even though shit stinks to high heaven here, there are people who care about me and won't let me fall down into a permanent funk, I know you're out there and i say, "thanks!" The majority of people in Chardon can suck my ballz frankly, I'm sick of there stupid little games for which i could give less of a shit, I am sick as ever of being an altruistic "you-go-for-it" girl and helping people out, i need more assistance right now from these helpful sorts, and i can't afford the generosity right now. Is it mentally unstable of me to want to quit my job and move to Akron after knowing someone for two weeks? All I want is that safe cozy feeling and a strong masculine arm wrapped around my shoulders... awww-gushy-gushy...
20th-Jun-2006 04:32 pm - happy happy joy joy
My first date with Jeff was at St. Bernard's, dinner and a show. some of the craziest homeless people, crack heads, and prostitutes you've ever seen. We met a couple of homeless gutterpunks there, their names were Buttons and Soda Pop. They were the cutest and the dirtiest!! I gave them a ride to the plasma place. so tempting to get rid of everything but the bare essentials, and get out on the road... I know i am romanticizing it a "little" bit... But after this weekend, i am really starting to feel what's important for me and my brain. Just phenomenal, you know?
20th-Jun-2006 02:39 pm(no subject)
grin and bear it?
i am a happy girl...

squinty in the cemetery, just a fucking magical day, and yes, magical is the only word i can think of.

who wants some cooty in their booty? ^^^^^jeff's roommate^^^^^
23rd-May-2006 07:43 pm - Sucks!!!!
Man, so pissed, so freakin' pissed...
This weekend was absolute hell, Grandpa and Great Grandma die in less than one week of each of each other, so weekend was full of funerals. I was very comfortable with the deaths until I actually went to the respective funerals and saw them laying there. Crying all fucking weekend. Except for satday night, fun stuff, needed to get fucked up, took one and a half Methadone(s/p?) tablets while hanging out in Tremont with Faris, needless to say, I got fucked up! Got home around 4:30 in the morning and woke up at noon (not) ready to face the day. Brother's Eagle Award Ceremony? missed it, smoking pot with my dealer. Completely drained during the viewing at the funeral home that night, went to sleep as soon as i got home.
Next morning, bright eyed and bushy tailed? not hardly... Between puking and passing out with spins, i believe i went to a funeral...
Oh and today? Brandi decides to finally notice my harsh sarcasm, that hasn't changed since high school, not sure how she missed it all this time, but now she's offended... whatev...
Probably move out west to an organic farm commune, har har...
2nd-May-2006 07:50 pm - subjective
everyone's favorite!!
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"Fascinated by the idea of an idealized association..."

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Anyhoo,everyone has given up on livejournal it seems. myself included. There's just nothing to tell. Who wants to hear me blab on and on about how freaking lonely I am, I don't even want to read it!! So I am now up in Painesville living with my buddy Brandi who barely ever stays at our apartment, she's in Chardon a good amount of the time. If I had a fucking dude, I would be there all the time too!! so I forgive her. whatev... this sucks... Erin, if you ever read this, how are you??? I miss the heck out of you!! same address? please respond!!
see this is what I am talking about, no one will read it..
4th-Mar-2006 02:44 pm(no subject)
This has been entirely too long on my account, but here is a basic synopsis of the events unfolding. Today I had to work 6am to 2pm. I also have to work tonight 11pm to 7am. How the fuck do people manage to work so much and brush off the suicidal/homicidal impulses? Anyhoo,so this guy came in this morning and was talking to everyone about jesus. Not my pal jesus, but the son of god variety. "He is just so cool!!" and "My sister had some cracked ribs, so we said a simple prayer and the next day her swelling went down, and the day after that she was healed! He is just so cool!" When he started telling me about jesus' coolness I smiled and nodded and went over to stock cigarettes. He continued talking to this poor guy outside for over half an hour.
Of a different matter, I really quit smoking this time, month and a half so far. But I haven't quit smoking the reefer, it's the only thing I look forward to anymore.
I'm officially going to start moving March 14th or 15th into the lovely abode of a darling Miss Brandi. Now I have to find another job up there. FUCK SPEEDWAY!! DEATH TO SPEEDWAY! AND AMERICA!! haha, the last one was a joke. i love this country. and its flag.
fuck this shit
A Brand new year! hurrah!
well, what's new on these premises? jack shit of course! Actually, I just started a new job at the Nelsonville Speedway workin' midnights. Oh yeah. it sucks. no school this quarter, I don't feel like wasting more money when I have absolutely no clue what i should be doing. um.. the dude just bit me. right on the upper part of my inner thigh, only one puncture, but he always gets a little belligerent when they feed him alcohol. All because andy and I were taking turns slapping Lisa's ass and being a little loud and excited about it. not dude's fault, he probably thought I was trying to hurt her or something. very thin line between violent and rowdy in a dog's eyes. I finally finished Beautiful Monsters today! fucking brilliant!! if you love drag Queens, this one's all for you. totally recommend this shit.
laterz peeps,
21st-Dec-2005 03:21 pm(no subject)
Evrything is going alright currently, and that's just too much awesomeness for anyone to handle. I watched John and Tara's kids last night, they were really good for me and made some cool drawings that I hung up on my door. They were so smart and energetic, we watched Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles together so they started doing all these crazy karate kicks at each other. It was pretty fun and I got me a bit o' cutter in me pocket, so now me gulliver don't hurt as much. reeeal horrorshow!
Most is good for the moment, and cigs again hurrah!
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